Monday, August 31, 2009

Those Faraday Girls

Could I pretend that Maggie Faraday - who already makes me laugh and gets me to tell her more than I've told anyone in two years, who rubs her nose and hides her ears, and who is quite possibly the nicest person I've met in a very long time - could I spend five days pretending to be in love with her? And I decided that yes, I could.

... Those Faraday Girls, Monica McInerney

a note.

spending time with you is very nice.
through peepholes, on land, on air, on water, in flesh.
all is very nice.
i am very happy.
i am really liking the extensions.
all the extensions.
i am slowly losing the Meg in me.
i like it, do u?
i know u do.

Monday, August 24, 2009


So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart

Saturday, August 22, 2009


Yesterday I turned 24.
Feeling so grown up.
Thoughts rushing like whuutt? :P
Morph, I cherish u..
I am Meg.

Thank you all for the wishes, the gifts and the thoughts.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009


On Sunday we went to Ipoh. Ziarah kubur Pakngah. Clear2kn sket. Tahlil sket. We brought sume from Shah Alam. Air, daun pandan, bunga. For Pakngah. Mane nk cari tu kt Ipoh kn Pakngah? :) Throughout bacaan Yasin terasa a lump at my throat. Few times gak. Tahan.. Tahan.. But afterwards tu i can't. Sangat rindu..

Pakngah, I love you.

Monday, August 17, 2009


at least out loud I won't say.

Thursday, August 13, 2009


I see it around me.
I see yours around me.
From that first day a fortnight ago.
And from that gesture a few days ago.
And many many more in between and after.
I saw them, I like.
I really really like.

Friday, August 7, 2009


*giggling more inside*
*holding back a smile outside*
this day is veryvery near perfect.
I had a great day.


Semalam there was another loss. It has been one too many semenjak dua menjak nih. Hmm. I always think about who would be more affected. Like yesterday, "mesti diorg lagi sedih, tu atok diorg." I have been in the small circle of people who I'd say would be the most affected by the loss. It's not good. Not good at all.

Al-fatihah for Tok Uda. He was the last of Wan's siblings. Now tinggal Wan sorang. Wan sedih. I was sad too. And it made me think of my siblings. Sayanglah mereka. But yesterday, at least I get to see my sister :) lame weyh tak jumpe adekku sorg tu.

For Tok Uda.
For Pakngah.
For Nenek.
And for all.