Thursday, December 31, 2009


"Hey, remember that bag we saw the other day? Would you like that as your birthday gift?"
"That would be lovely ;)"

and so we went..

"Excuse me, this bag is blue. The other day I saw this one in pink?"
"Owh, we ran out of stock for that one. But you can go to our other outlet in the old wing, they still have."

and so we went..

"I think the blue one is nicer anyways. Think I'll take the blue."
"We walked all the way and you're taking the blue?"
"Errr.. Ok then, I'll take the pink."

Sometimes, I know I like it already.
But (selfishly) I like it when I have options.
How about you?

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


they say you're something I should do without
they don't know what goes on when the lights go out

somewhere only we know

Friday, December 18, 2009

Reminisce Pt II

gotta go get ijah at kl sentral.
hermm, kl sentral?
how to get to kl sentral eh?

redah! (^-^)

h, h try la tgk jalan bile s tunjuk tu.
nnt next time nk pegi lg senang.
ala, next time nk pegi lagi h ajak la s~
besides, bkn selalu kot kene pegi these places.
this time kn h gak yg nk kene dtg sini.
try la jugak igt jalan tu. sape tau someday s tak available to bawak?

i guess this was pertama complex? :P
but i did sampai kl sentral tadi.

still, recently;

'u know what? i came along each time but i dont think i can find this place if i have to come on my own' :P

yes yes. degil tak sudah.

Monday, December 14, 2009


takes up different forms and shapes.

Monday, December 7, 2009

plagiarism? :P

i really really like this.
this is not mine.
but is really good.
i like.

Kat luar itu hujan.

Sini pun apa kurangnya.

Tak tau mana silap.

Dah x sama macam dulu.

Cepat sungguh masa pergi.

Tercungap aku sendiri.

Bila ingat nak buat apa.

Sebab memang macam tu.

Kat luar tu hujan.

Kat sini pun apa kurangnya.

credits : Miss L

Wednesday, December 2, 2009


I think it is better to choose one you can't live without;
Rather than just settle with one you can live with.

Because, unless you're Adrian Monk, surely there are lots lots of people you can live with.
But there's always gonna be just that few ones that you can't live without.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Monday, November 30, 2009

Saturday, November 21, 2009

It works both ways

Yes I know.


Friday, November 13, 2009

And I remember what you said.

Am the cold one.

You said something bout how your flaws is more made known than your virtues.
Listening to this, it reflects upon me.
"And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you"
I am truly sorry.
Thank you for being the nice person that you are.
And thank you for still being that person.
For still being very very nice to me.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Sunday, November 8, 2009


Not so long ago.

"You take the honey lemon one, coz you is honey."
"I is? I is!"

; )

Thursday, November 5, 2009

I do not know.

Saturday, October 31, 2009


"You is pretty"
"Yes, I know"


Perhaps it does see us through.
Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps.

keeping my road signs and float in sight.
Is now a much prettier butterfly.
~smiling inside out~

Monday, October 26, 2009

When TV says it

Scene: Rory & Dean; Window.

I want to say that I'm sorry.
For treating you the way I did.
For doing all the things you said I did.
I am so so sorry.
It's all my fault.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
You were the most amazing boyfriend in the world.
You made me so happy.
You made me laugh.
You made my mother like you.
You were nice to my friends.
You protected me.
You even came with me to that stupid debutante ball.

I don't need the list.

I really did love you.
Please believe that.
I'm truly sorry that I hurt you
And that I'm going to miss you so much
And I just hope that someday you won't hate me anymore.

I hope so, too.

Sunday, October 25, 2009


Somewhere out there if love can see us through 
Then we'll be together somewhere out there 
Out where dreams come true


for two reasons;

1. Out of (our) cocoon and ready to fly. Yey! :)
2. For that not so apparent reason. Yey? Not so :|

but all in all, butterflies are pretty kan?
let's butterfly around.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009


Yes, you is.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


"do not hang up",
every night he says.
saying it's a comfort to know she's there though asleep.

"let's jom",
everyday he says.
saying he enjoys his days with her.

"going out ok?",
"is home :)"
everytime he says.
knowing it's a comfort for her to know.

they're unlabeled.
but they're that way.
it brings a whole different meaning to the little things.
but it also brings a whole package of risks and uncertainties.

Sunday, October 18, 2009


Yes, I is.

flower is (re)blooming quite blissfully.

Friday, October 16, 2009


When you find a big kettle of crazy
it's better not stir it.


stir it the right way is the best way to go :)
thank you

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


Allah itu Maha Pengampun,
Dosa sesama manusia hanya terhapus apabila manusia memaafkan,

Reacting from hurt,
I've said some things,
Grim thoughts went in and out my mind.

For that, I apologize,
For direct and indirect things,
That might have hurt you,
Dan membawa dosa kepadaku.

And I forgive you for the hurt.

Monday, October 12, 2009

The road not taken

When a question is answered with a question;

It is usually so annoying.
It brings up a fight.

But this time;

It silences the wrath.
It eases the turmoil.

I'll take u up on this.
I think Robert Frost might be high-fiving me.

Saturday, October 10, 2009


To see her there,
Knowing that I know her.
I was one of those around her.
It hits me; that is not that far away.
If I could just...

The day was great!
The gifts were great!
The crowd were great!
Sayang mak!

Thank you all for being there and there.

Friday, October 9, 2009

sushing fiona.

terlajak perahu boleh diundur,
terlajak kata..?
it's supposed to be 'badan binasa'.
but not in this case. *terharu*
thanx you.
I am really sorry.
thank you so much!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009


Jumpe buku add maths.
Made me smile.
for a while.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Princess Fiona

not exactly a monster.

Friday, October 2, 2009


hmmmm~ butterflies.
*grin* *grin* *grin*

is liking us very much!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009


very nice.
to be given a say in things.
i will not let it get to my head.
but this is really good.
i see things turning out pretty greatly.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1430H

maaf dipinta dan diberi
semoga ikatan berkekalan abadi


to all,

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Siti Nurfairuz

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Here in My Home.


thank you so much people.
i love this.

Monday, September 14, 2009


Rachel Green is a role model.

Friday, September 11, 2009


Headcount ; Grown. Grown. Grown. Me? Almost :P Get this feeling on occasions where I'm the student (now penganggur, no longer student) among those of you who are already working. Being in this line in this country, I don't get to be one of the fresh graduates who'll face at least one anxiety/panic attacks secondary to job hunting. As much as I consider myself lucky, at times I do feel like I want to be out there applying for positions, going for interviews and not knowing where will I end up. I would very much enjoy the adventure. But then again, I am not sure of whether or not I can handle the stress and pressure. When you're standing a few inches from a boiler, u get this nice warm sensation surrounding you but imagine being in the boiler? Hot! and not in a desirable way I suppose.

So I thank Allah for being lucky and also for being just inches from the boiler.
I am praying and wishing all the best for you in the boiler.
I know you'll be yummy!

Monday, September 7, 2009


"Dan Kami pasti akan menguji kamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan sampaikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar,"
Al-Baqarah; Al-Quranul Karim.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Asam Garam

Our days are filled with many things.

Sweet nothings being exchanged.
Showers of gestures of big and small.
Displays of insecurities every now and then.
Sulks with or for no reasonable reason.
Giving and taking.
Smiles and laughter all around.
Allowing very little space for tears.
Often, arising questions would be put to silence.

We live for today.
He will take care of the rest.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Those Faraday Girls

Could I pretend that Maggie Faraday - who already makes me laugh and gets me to tell her more than I've told anyone in two years, who rubs her nose and hides her ears, and who is quite possibly the nicest person I've met in a very long time - could I spend five days pretending to be in love with her? And I decided that yes, I could.

... Those Faraday Girls, Monica McInerney

a note.

spending time with you is very nice.
through peepholes, on land, on air, on water, in flesh.
all is very nice.
i am very happy.
i am really liking the extensions.
all the extensions.
i am slowly losing the Meg in me.
i like it, do u?
i know u do.

Monday, August 24, 2009


So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart

Saturday, August 22, 2009


Yesterday I turned 24.
Feeling so grown up.
Thoughts rushing like whuutt? :P
Morph, I cherish u..
I am Meg.

Thank you all for the wishes, the gifts and the thoughts.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009


On Sunday we went to Ipoh. Ziarah kubur Pakngah. Clear2kn sket. Tahlil sket. We brought sume from Shah Alam. Air, daun pandan, bunga. For Pakngah. Mane nk cari tu kt Ipoh kn Pakngah? :) Throughout bacaan Yasin terasa a lump at my throat. Few times gak. Tahan.. Tahan.. But afterwards tu i can't. Sangat rindu..

Pakngah, I love you.

Monday, August 17, 2009


at least out loud I won't say.

Thursday, August 13, 2009


I see it around me.
I see yours around me.
From that first day a fortnight ago.
And from that gesture a few days ago.
And many many more in between and after.
I saw them, I like.
I really really like.

Friday, August 7, 2009


*giggling more inside*
*holding back a smile outside*
this day is veryvery near perfect.
I had a great day.


Semalam there was another loss. It has been one too many semenjak dua menjak nih. Hmm. I always think about who would be more affected. Like yesterday, "mesti diorg lagi sedih, tu atok diorg." I have been in the small circle of people who I'd say would be the most affected by the loss. It's not good. Not good at all.

Al-fatihah for Tok Uda. He was the last of Wan's siblings. Now tinggal Wan sorang. Wan sedih. I was sad too. And it made me think of my siblings. Sayanglah mereka. But yesterday, at least I get to see my sister :) lame weyh tak jumpe adekku sorg tu.

For Tok Uda.
For Pakngah.
For Nenek.
And for all.

Friday, July 31, 2009


you are so sweet with your imbauan kenangan.
I like those kenangan. (though I don't remember some of it)
greetings were nice as well.
and that little thing;
as much as it is a surprise, it is a relief.
you are so sweet.
I is very happy.

Monday, July 27, 2009


you have to stay inside.
quiet. dont make any sound.
you have to keep it low. hidden.
I'm still working on the because.

there are many reasons to hide your feelings especially when u're feeling sad.
but i never thought i would have to hide how happy I am.
how I wish I could let it all out.

this happiness makes me a bit sad.

Saturday, July 25, 2009


I'm exactly like you.
why can't we understand?
Single does not always mean available.
Don't get attached to me.
I'll hurt you.
It's not cool to change your mind when we agreed upon something.
I'm sorry.

Friday, July 24, 2009

not going to klcc nor johor

Tidak pernah ku sangka
Rupanya kau lebih ku cinta
Dari hati yang putih
Ku hadir untukmu sayang

Aku turut merasa gelora
Yang menghempas jiwa
Biar lama ku tunggu
Ku pasti kau tiba

Kau selalu menduga, menguji
Kejujuran di kamar hati
Membuatku dihimpit oleh keresahan

Kita memendam rasa dan bermimpi
Terbang ke langit
Langit yang tinggi
Bertemankan awan indah memutih

Sambut tanganku sayang
Bawa ku ke syurga impian
Tiada lagi curiga
Kaulah yang ku cinta

Thursday, July 23, 2009


Things may be a certain way in your mind but a very different one when it gets out in the open. Often I find myself realizing something new when I share my thoughts with those around me rather than just keeping it to myself. One too many times, I realized how I really feel about a certain issue and it is totally different from what I thought it is. Not all of us are wired the same way but this works for me. To talk it out to sort things out. And I'm really greatful to you and you and you. I love you and you and you.

I guess this is not goodbye afterall.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

You filled the blank

i was hoping to fill that blank with something.
and it was successfully filled with a session with you.
i am so happy. i miss u dearest sister.
we should meet up more often la!

Monday, July 20, 2009


final countdown.
your wooing and caterpillaring.
i'm sooo claiming.
all the while reimbursing ur claim as well.

natasha, sing it!

estrogen, sush it!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

easily touched.

you painted such a nice picture.
with little words.
i'm still giddy inside.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

All About Everything.

Went for drinks with the girls last night. One thing for sure, we've grown. Past the phase not a girl not yet a woman. It has been so long since I last lost track of time. But last night I was soo surprised to see my watch strokes 1. I was like
"What? last I check it was only 11pm."
Maybe it was the crowd. Or the frequency that I get this crowd. There were Me, Maya, Sara and Basirah. We get together like, once a year? (barely la). We talked about cultures (of other parts of the world), jobs, studies other than the usual reminisce of the school days. Surrounding tables were replaced with new people and still there we were, going on and on.

I had lots of fun.
Thank you girls.
Me love you.

and we miss those who cant be there.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Sweet & Twisted.

When this life tried to keep us apart,
YOU keep calling me back to your heart.
i like!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

It's not a Big Deal


The truth is, 1 in every 2.7 men will cheat sooner or later, according to relationship expert Gary Neuman, author of "The Truth About Cheating."

Sometimes men cheat to get out of the relationship, or because they want to leave, but are afraid of being alone. They're attracted to the new girl, but they're afraid she'll dump them, so they keep the wife or girlfriend at home, just in case it doesn't work out. It's cowardly, but common.

Some biologists have proposed a theory that cheating is built right into men.
The idea of just not cheating doesn't seem to occur to some men.

Only 7% of men will do that, and if he's actually confessing, he's either pretty sure you won't leave him over it, or he's done with you.

One Way To Tell if he's Cheating : He's suddenly very suspicious of you.

A lot of women choose to simply walk away. It's the simplest solution and the surest way to be safe. Very often when a man is forgiven for cheating, he takes this as permission to cheat again, and the couple get locked into a pattern. The only way to be certain he knows you won't put up with it, is to walk out the door. Unfortunately, that means you're out there again, looking for that man who won't cheat on you.

1 in 2.7?
That's almost inevitable.
So next question is :

Are u the cheated one or the one he's cheating with?

Our Little Messenger

" kate, doing doing."
"kak fairuz kate, doing doing doing."
ear to ear,
in the same room.
this was years ago. at a raya gathering i think.
i guess we were still in school.

but yesterday, years after;
" kate, doing doing doing."
"kak fay kate, doing doing."
window to window
not in the same room.
here we are.
again, still.

I is very happy.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Alhamdulillah ;)

Happy Birthday Abang.
Congratulations Chris.
Congratulations ME!

Thursday, July 9, 2009


i know u know.
so i wouldn't say.
i know u know.
so here i stay.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

~ there

There's something sweet
And almost kind
But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefined
But now he's dear, and so unsure
I wonder why I didn't see it there before

She glanced this way
I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw
No it can't be, I'll just ignore
But then she's never looked at me that way before

New and a bit alarming
Who'd have ever thought that this could be?
True that he's no Prince Charming
But there's something in him that I simply didn't see

Monday, June 29, 2009

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Thursday, June 18, 2009

~ity ; serotonin damper.

i hate this feeling.
i know u hate it too.
do u know i hate it too?

why is it still here?
many things if not all have been rectified.
none of the links are underutilized.
clowns aren't as happy.
stand-ups don't have this much going on.
i suppose a new time zone is invented by now.
serotonin all around.

go away.
please.. just go away.

Monday, June 15, 2009


Wednesday Jakarta.
Thursday Bandung.
Friday Bandung.
Saturday Bandung-Jakarta.
Sunday Jakarta-Shah Alam.

Monday tidooooo je.. tanak bangun2.. tetibe bangun umah kosong.. smorg tak cuti.. pegi keje.. pegi kelas.. pegi skolah.. pegi kuar jmpe rakan2.. haha!

Thursday, June 4, 2009


is in Kuantan today.
tomorrow Terengganu-Kelantan.
Friday Kelantan.
Saturday Kelantan-Terengganu-Kuantan-Shah Alam.
Wednesday Jakarta.
Jalan. Jalan.
Bace doa ;)

Thursday, May 28, 2009


Ingatkah engkau kepada embun pagi bersahaja
Yang menemanimu sebelum Cahaya
Ingatkah engkau kepada angin yang berhembus mesra
Yang kan membelaimu...


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

sampaikan walau satu ayat

got this link from my sister. thank you sister. thank you verses of life.

....Percaya atau tidak. Boikot itu memang satu cabang aqidah. Bercakap-cakap mengenai boikot bukan semudah memandangnya atas sentimen, bukan juga semudah menentangnya dengan mengatakan ia sunnah si Abu Jahal!

.....Benar Ahmad SAW itu tidak pernah memboikot urusniaga dengan Yahudi. Tidak juga menekan-nekan ekonomi mereka. Tapi siapa kita untuk kata boikot barangan si kuffar itu bukan dari Islam?

......Ramai beralasan, tidak perlu memboikot kerana ekonomi umat Islam itu sendiri akan terganggu. Ah! Nanti tiada pula pendapatan orang Islam untuk membayar zakat atau cukai kepada sang pemerintah. Kosong pula tabungan zakat negara.

......Bukan persoalan dua tiga orang manusia jadi biul akibat diberhentikan kerja. Mana datang aulawiyyat? Melihat dua tiga orang terpaksa mencari kerja lain, atau melihat dua tiga ribu orang mati di bom bertalu-talu?

......Benar, bukanlah jatuh bangun ekonomi mereka hanya disebabkan botol-botol Coca Cola ataupun bekas-bekas plastik Starbuck. Kita akan-akan terlupa bahawa kita tidak memandang dari sudut aqidah. Kita perlu memandang bahawa, lengkapnya aqidah kita apabila kita mula mampu meninggalkan apa-apa yang ada kaitan yang jelas dengan mereka.

i'm not that good.
i may not mind if one couldn't accept an act of da'wah.
but i really would mind if one acted against da'wah.
i am not that good.
InsyaAllah kite semua dilindungi.

Friday, May 22, 2009


No means no; marah ek?
not at you la *giggles*
you are such a girl ;P

I am home. Call now not then.
you & you yes I know u wanna lepak. Jom.
Zack is a wiser version of what Lindsay is.
So please.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

No means no

No means no. No means no. No means no. No means no. No means no.

Bengang btul.

da setahun dah. dah la tu. i said no. dah la tu. i said nicely. tanak paham. orang laen ade gak. tapi paham je. tader ar sampai menyakitkn ati if tanak paham pon. takkan nk tengking2? and there's no way i'm contacting u. no way. just tolong la paham. sakit ati ok? menyampah.

oh and you too. lg sorg tak paham. dah la wey!

Ya Allah, tolong.

Monday, May 18, 2009


knock knock

open please?
it's me.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Moment of Truth

A few months back.

"Ey, kitorg lepak2 tadi"
"Ek? Borak ape? Ape cerita?"
"One of the main topic is Fay da gemok"

Ok, after school my weight dropped effortlessly. Seriously I did not try to lose weight at all. They just ran away from me I guess. =P For years I tried and tried to put on weight but to no success. But last year I effortlessly gained weight. I gained about 7kg in 6 weeks. I was quite happy the first few weeks but who wouldn't panic if your weight gain seems neverending? And some of my clothes don't fit me nicely anymore. This is (was) one if it.

This kebaya was bought a couple of years ago.
Its S in size.
It fits me very nicely then.
It didn't fit me that well anymore earlier this year.

But today;

It fits!

hh: i'v 2admit dat ur not fat like others said
ff: no no.. i have put on some weight i know and it's fine
ff: i just hav to lay off some baju
hh: but i x perasan
hh: so dats probably means ur not fat ok
hh: coz im d ultimate judge
hh: haha
hh: so wen i say ur not, means ur not ok
ff: thanx i guess
~ym log bout a week ago.

I guess u are the ultimate judge. Haha!

Saturday, May 16, 2009


Kite jumpe sebab cucu nenek sorang tu.
Kite kenal sebab cucu nenek sorang tu.
Tapi feeling ni bukan sebab cucu nenek sorang tu.
Ni antara nenek dengan fairuz.
Macam mane pun fairuz dengan cucu nenek,
I wouldn't live these past few days any differently.
Ni antara nenek dengan fairuz.

Terima kasih nenek.
Fairuz join cucu-cucu nenek sedekah Yasin, bacaan Quran utk nenek.
InsyaAllah fairuz terus-terus doakan nenek.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Dib Tag Saye ;)

hee.. kalau ade kesempatan mase.. i menganggur la..

A. Snap the picture of both inner and outer of your purse.

B. Introduce your purse brand, price & where you buy.

my purse tader brand.
beli kat kuantan parade after hospital attachment.
the price is less than RM 20 v(^-^)

C. Take out whatever its inside your purse

1. my mykad ; the 3rd one thanx to all the pencuris.
2. my driving licence ; same as my card. recently renewed. ye, i dah renew ok?
3. my IIUM student card cum Muamalat Bankcard.

Bankcards & Such

1. Bank Islam
~ semua buat baru sbb pencurik~
4. Narsqo card
5. Bonuslink - this was a birthday present from a funny friend.

C's items
1. City Chain Service Slip for my birthday watch. Lame gile tak siap2. Yes, I have other watch but I wanna wear this one laaaa...
2. Receipt for Sri Hainan Kopitiam (yes, I am sentimental in that sense)

Receipts ;)
1. Baker's Cottage on Mak's Bday; the time was 21:08 :P
2. Bigfood; no reason somehow it's in.

Sabah's items
1. Cab drivers' contact cards.
2. Kinabalu Park Entrance ticket

1. Some money (thanx to bapak & mak yang kasi duit belanja time2 cuti.. hehe..)
2. SIM cards; both expired. The hotlink one is my 1st before i use the current one.Forgot to keep it active and now someone else is using the number. And a certain someone was hit on by that someone. haha!
3. DT Slim 2GB. C bought it "it's pink! it's so cute" hehe.. thanx.

Business Cards
1. Adil Sepakat; Sales Exec
(were u really hired? I don't know)
2.KPMG; Audit K
(one of my friends yg mmg well-known to suka kumpul assets)

3. IPhA; President
(in the session when I was VP I)
4. KL International Film Festival; Secretariat Officer
(seen her in action but she no longer does this)
5. Swiss Garden Resort & Spa; Asst Sales Manager
(thank you so much for the great deals and a memorable event. But 'keep in touch' is a bit over the line aint it?)

D. Tagged other 7 persons.

Ijah, Munji, Mila, Sappil, Mas, Anea, Faris
(nk anggap purse jugak!)

E. Comment on your friend’s (who tagged you) purse.

Dib, ur purse sgt kembong ;P
but i like the heart shaped kembong2 tu..
owh, u're an alien.

Ada cerita.

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Quite a few have already been assigned this song as ringer ID.
There's so many people I would like to dedicate this song to.
1. Miss E - my 1st closest encounter to having a kakak. I wish u well.
2. Miss L - I wish u well as well.
3. The 'kami' yang tahu kami memang yang paling nakal.
3.1 Cikgu saye di Ipoh; Saye tak bole lagi maen lagu ni n saye da lupe la chords. ampun.
4. The Haydens; InsyaAllah, all's well ends well.
5. N,A,S,Z
6. 7teens.
7. RBB.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Tapi Aku Rindu

Other than snorkeling and conquering Mt Kinabalu, ni lah the thing on my mind.
1st and last.. Ssshh.. (Jgn marah please..)
gamba pn npk cm ape je..


Tuesday, May 5, 2009


this is an old story but it crossed my mind just now.

"boleh tak tudung tu pin elok2 sket lenkali?"
"hermm.. ok.."

the car took a swerve and we're at the front of my house

"pegilah masuk amek pin.. I'll wait here"
menurut kata.. "sape yang uia nih? me or dia?"

*monolog dalaman

and since then and now and then I'll get the reminder.
Thanx :)



You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad I found you
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well it's all I'm after
I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
See, if you should ever find someone new
I know she better be good to you

Don't you know baby?
I'll be there
I'll be there

Just call my name and
I'll be there

Thursday, April 30, 2009


I reached the top.
Low's Peak is not low at all.
Thanx rakan2.
thank you segala gadgets, gears, media, applications and service providers yang terlibat.
"-.- penaat.. tdoo..

Thursday, April 23, 2009


I am in Sabah. =)
Been great so far~
^mental notes^ ^mental notes^

Tak bermaksud meninggalkan.
Tak sengaja mengabaikan.
*kelip2* for you. ***ah*!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

To Whom It May Concern

He is not Dean.
Definitely not.
It's more like Sloan & Torres.
Without those things.
Definitely without.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Us. Love.

The end is near.
These are some of the keeps.

Before habis exam.

JOHNNY'S (^.^)
After habis exam

Dr. Haniki

Gerai Depan Library yg bertuka2

Garden of Knowledge and Virtue ;)

Ke mana arah kan ku tuju?

Sila cari roommates masing2 ;P


Sob.. Sob..
Abes xm slalu rase nk balik je..
This one is no exception.
Tapi think back.. balik nnt tak dtg sini balik dah?
Aaaaaaa... sib baek ade weddings~


Lindsay. Dean. Rory.

I am Rory.
She could be Lindsay.
He could be Dean.

But I am Rory.
There was Jess.
So there'll be Logan?
I hope this is a different story.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


It has been amazing this blast I'm having.
Amidst all of it; the loss, the stress.
Hoping the blast will last.
Smiles. Smiles.

blast from the past? hmm.. a bit cm peek from the future.. hmmm.. whatever it is, i really like the present.