Saturday, October 31, 2009


"You is pretty"
"Yes, I know"


Perhaps it does see us through.
Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps.

keeping my road signs and float in sight.
Is now a much prettier butterfly.
~smiling inside out~

Monday, October 26, 2009

When TV says it

Scene: Rory & Dean; Window.

I want to say that I'm sorry.
For treating you the way I did.
For doing all the things you said I did.
I am so so sorry.
It's all my fault.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
You were the most amazing boyfriend in the world.
You made me so happy.
You made me laugh.
You made my mother like you.
You were nice to my friends.
You protected me.
You even came with me to that stupid debutante ball.

I don't need the list.

I really did love you.
Please believe that.
I'm truly sorry that I hurt you
And that I'm going to miss you so much
And I just hope that someday you won't hate me anymore.

I hope so, too.

Sunday, October 25, 2009


Somewhere out there if love can see us through 
Then we'll be together somewhere out there 
Out where dreams come true


for two reasons;

1. Out of (our) cocoon and ready to fly. Yey! :)
2. For that not so apparent reason. Yey? Not so :|

but all in all, butterflies are pretty kan?
let's butterfly around.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009


Yes, you is.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


"do not hang up",
every night he says.
saying it's a comfort to know she's there though asleep.

"let's jom",
everyday he says.
saying he enjoys his days with her.

"going out ok?",
"is home :)"
everytime he says.
knowing it's a comfort for her to know.

they're unlabeled.
but they're that way.
it brings a whole different meaning to the little things.
but it also brings a whole package of risks and uncertainties.

Sunday, October 18, 2009


Yes, I is.

flower is (re)blooming quite blissfully.

Friday, October 16, 2009


When you find a big kettle of crazy
it's better not stir it.


stir it the right way is the best way to go :)
thank you

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


Allah itu Maha Pengampun,
Dosa sesama manusia hanya terhapus apabila manusia memaafkan,

Reacting from hurt,
I've said some things,
Grim thoughts went in and out my mind.

For that, I apologize,
For direct and indirect things,
That might have hurt you,
Dan membawa dosa kepadaku.

And I forgive you for the hurt.

Monday, October 12, 2009

The road not taken

When a question is answered with a question;

It is usually so annoying.
It brings up a fight.

But this time;

It silences the wrath.
It eases the turmoil.

I'll take u up on this.
I think Robert Frost might be high-fiving me.

Saturday, October 10, 2009


To see her there,
Knowing that I know her.
I was one of those around her.
It hits me; that is not that far away.
If I could just...

The day was great!
The gifts were great!
The crowd were great!
Sayang mak!

Thank you all for being there and there.

Friday, October 9, 2009

sushing fiona.

terlajak perahu boleh diundur,
terlajak kata..?
it's supposed to be 'badan binasa'.
but not in this case. *terharu*
thanx you.
I am really sorry.
thank you so much!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009


Jumpe buku add maths.
Made me smile.
for a while.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Princess Fiona

not exactly a monster.

Friday, October 2, 2009


hmmmm~ butterflies.
*grin* *grin* *grin*

is liking us very much!