Friday, November 5, 2010


Hey Mr Wonderful,
Thank You so much for being this wonderful.
I love you so much :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Thank you for letting go.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Forgive Me


Guilt is a cognitive or an emotional experience that occurs when a person realizes or believes—accurately or not—that he or she has violated a moral standard, and bears significant responsibility for that violation

I believe I have not.
At least not that much.
At least not anymore.
But seeing you that way,
I can't help but to feel this way.

Psychopaths lack any true sense of guilt or remorse for harm they may have caused to others. Instead, they rationalize their behavior, blame someone else, or deny it outright

At least I know I'm not a psycopath.
(or more accurately, lack one trait of one)

Monday, September 20, 2010


We're everything we were and more.

For years, you're always there.
For years, I was always Blair.
Never saw it coming.
Never thought this could be.
This thing we have is not a replacement,
It's an enhancement.
I'm truly grateful for today.
Thankful for yesterday.
And hopeful for tomorrow.

"Lucky I'm in love with my best friend~"

-blergh, mane bole?- me, then.
-who says tak boleh?- me, now.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Finally See What's Good.

You (me) can really feel the sense of resentment in this.
Very well written.
Really portrays that one really get the concept of apologizing.
Or admitting one's wrong.

suka lagu-lagu and kata-kata bermakna.
if you're just saying it for the sake of saying it, save it.

Friday, August 27, 2010


I'm with wonderful.


Tuesday, August 10, 2010


"Don't wanna kacau."

A while after that being said, a thought crossed to mind;
I don't wanna kacau? Didn't she do a lot worse to me before?
Shit, I'm still mad.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Penyus and Keropok Lekor

Bye Bye Penyus.
Honey to the Bee.
Thank you so much!

Shah Alam best.
No offence penyu and keropok lekor :)

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

All I can say.

There's two sides (or more) to every story.
I'm keeping mine to those who matter.
Thank you very much, stranger.

Really, thank you.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Window Trapping.

Your life is made up of many many things;
Let the world see the good ones,
Keep the not so good ones for those who care.

i really like it that you're better now.
sincere, honest.
i thot you opened a window.
instead it was a trap, no thank you.

Thursday, June 17, 2010


Yup, the most important thing in this world,
The thing you can never take for granted,
I think it's timing after all, isn't it?

and abang spoke to me bout this the other day.
and so did morph.
so yes.
but there's more that abang said.
which i cant state here. ;)

Monday, May 10, 2010


One random Sunday.
One random text.

One random reaction.
One random reply.

One random statement.

Randomness is a point of view.

Sunday, April 25, 2010


that brief 'report' made me a bit ke awang-awangan.
what la wey? :P
need to go back to reality lah.
but maybe in a bit.
in juuuuuuuuuust a bit.
bit bit bit.

this just came in.
v3i got a new breath of life.

Saturday, April 24, 2010


roll with; hot pair
gambling; fun with me
not the same without a gun
love; not rough isn't fun

Wednesday, April 21, 2010


and you.
and you.

that was the way I see it.

there are times that when I went,
or I asked,
I did so for reasons other than just enjoying the company.

I needed a getaway window.
I needed to feel a certain way.
I needed to be treated a certain way.
Just naming a few of those other reasons.

I am sorry.
To you and you and you.
Rebound is not quite right
But is the closest I think of you.
And I thank you.
But I am not so proud of myself bout it.

And a different sorry,
To the one and only you.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

A different eye

I find that not many people agree with my last post.
Seems that they are viewing fay with different sets of eyes.

Well, my eyes are different.
Good to know most of you don't have my eyes.
So flattered of the way you view me.

But someone once told me;

One might view you as perfect. That is nice. But what if someday that person realizes that you're just a human?

Thank you all for seeing a better side of me than I see myself.
I will use my different eye more frequently now :)

Monday, April 12, 2010


fay is degil
fay is impossible
fay loves to have things her way
fay can be the biggest idiot
fay can be the gedikest bimb ever

and you
and you and you
let fay be that way
hish, shame on you!

fay feels so loved
but yet is feeling guilty about it

thank you
and you and you
fay loves all of you

i have the most wonderful friends in the world.
they let me get away with just about anything.
(maybe they dont have a choice)

not quite sure it's good for me.
sure is still good for now.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

That's what I'm gonna (wanna) do

You're such an inspiration.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Glad You Called

I was watching a chinese game show for no apparent reason.

The question was;

On what day would a guy really want his girl?
a. Birthday
b. Valentine's Day.
c. When he has a flu.
d. When he has trouble with work.

And I remembered that call when I was with M in Alamanda.
And I smiled.

and all the time you be nice and get mean from me.
you stuck around since first month of the year.
for quite a while. and i know i want to be nice as well.
i'm glad.
i miss you.
i love you.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Let's keep it light and fun~

at it again.
with flowers and sweetness.

guards up.

my rory(s) are gonna roar.
love you rory(s)

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

I Belong to Me.

Don't lay claims on me.
Don't proclaim anything.
Don't lay presumptions around.

it's been a while since the emo madness hit.
Don't make it start.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Perfect yourself.have a past.want a snugly.sparks.

they tend to come separately.
guess one really can't have it all.
that is why nothing is perfect.

Saturday, February 20, 2010


Just the two.
Fitting rooms.
Trying on, waiting outside.
Pity waiting outside.
Let's go.
It's ok, love the wait outside.
Go try more.
Checked out the fit.

nothing particularly special about the day.
dunno la. this one lingers around for days now.

Thursday, January 21, 2010


Everyone is born happy.

Just don't let the innate happiness be smothered by other issues.
We tend to do that a lot.
Too much that we no longer see the inner happiness we already have.

Stop doing that and you'll stay happy.
I stopped.
And I am happy.

credits go to an awesome friend.

Sunday, January 10, 2010