Sunday, April 25, 2010


that brief 'report' made me a bit ke awang-awangan.
what la wey? :P
need to go back to reality lah.
but maybe in a bit.
in juuuuuuuuuust a bit.
bit bit bit.

this just came in.
v3i got a new breath of life.

Saturday, April 24, 2010


roll with; hot pair
gambling; fun with me
not the same without a gun
love; not rough isn't fun

Wednesday, April 21, 2010


and you.
and you.

that was the way I see it.

there are times that when I went,
or I asked,
I did so for reasons other than just enjoying the company.

I needed a getaway window.
I needed to feel a certain way.
I needed to be treated a certain way.
Just naming a few of those other reasons.

I am sorry.
To you and you and you.
Rebound is not quite right
But is the closest I think of you.
And I thank you.
But I am not so proud of myself bout it.

And a different sorry,
To the one and only you.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

A different eye

I find that not many people agree with my last post.
Seems that they are viewing fay with different sets of eyes.

Well, my eyes are different.
Good to know most of you don't have my eyes.
So flattered of the way you view me.

But someone once told me;

One might view you as perfect. That is nice. But what if someday that person realizes that you're just a human?

Thank you all for seeing a better side of me than I see myself.
I will use my different eye more frequently now :)

Monday, April 12, 2010


fay is degil
fay is impossible
fay loves to have things her way
fay can be the biggest idiot
fay can be the gedikest bimb ever

and you
and you and you
let fay be that way
hish, shame on you!

fay feels so loved
but yet is feeling guilty about it

thank you
and you and you
fay loves all of you

i have the most wonderful friends in the world.
they let me get away with just about anything.
(maybe they dont have a choice)

not quite sure it's good for me.
sure is still good for now.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

That's what I'm gonna (wanna) do

You're such an inspiration.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Glad You Called

I was watching a chinese game show for no apparent reason.

The question was;

On what day would a guy really want his girl?
a. Birthday
b. Valentine's Day.
c. When he has a flu.
d. When he has trouble with work.

And I remembered that call when I was with M in Alamanda.
And I smiled.

and all the time you be nice and get mean from me.
you stuck around since first month of the year.
for quite a while. and i know i want to be nice as well.
i'm glad.
i miss you.
i love you.