balik

When you say nak balik,
All I can say is balikla..

When I say nak balik,
What I hear are;

n: hallaaaaaa~
N: datang sekejap nak balik dah?
M: eh, makan la dulu..

Ok, directionality of the word balik might be laen la, but the word is still balik.




I Like It.
(then & now)

always.

Share Our Feelings

"I realized, you can go to Makkah anytime you wish.
Tapi medan orang Melayu di sini."

Dr. Mohamed b Awang

Cruel to be Kind

Of course, this is not about the overweight little girl.

The doctor told her that her cute adorable chubby daughter is overweight.
She never realized she has been overfeeding the daughter all the while.
At least not to that extent.
After this realization, she started to watch how her daughter eats.
And stops her when she's already had enough.

How this breaks her maternal heart to say,

"Enough ye kakak? Tak bole banyak sangaat."

Everytime the daughter cries she tries so hard not to cave in.
But everytime she did cave in how she worries of what this would do to the child's health.

Things would be much easier if the daughter somehow magically understands why.
Things would be much easier if the mother realized it before it came to this.
But I guess nothing is easy and simple. At least not anymore.

08000 - 76200

The Box.

It seems that I still have a tear to shed.

And the band that binds the box and keeps everything in suddenly snaps. And the contents of the box gushed out. Ape nihhh???

Reminisce. Reminisce.
My sanity is in place.
A tear is singular not plural.

=)

Share Our Feelings

"What's the point of protecting yourself here when you won't be able to defend yourself in front of the Almighty there?"

Dr Abd Razak Kasmuri

long due.. =P

By Mas.
Maaaas.
Maaaaaaaas.
=P

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
Mastura is my junior.

2. Your impressions towards him/her.
Mastura is a tough girl.

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
Mastura bought nuggets and brought them to us at alamanda's bowling. Lappaaa gile time tu..
Mastura missed number 4 (See bawah ni tros number 5? copy paste ok?)

5. If he/she become your lover, you will...
Cepat2 bertaubat? heh. haraaaam..

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
Become her enemy? =P

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her
I think she's a great lover =P I really do. If not takkan I took ur side time tu kan?

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..
Can't think of a reason but IF jadi I'm sure for a good reason. Mastura is quite sensible.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
HUGS!

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
Mastura is cool.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Good I guess, or they wont still be around. *right back at you ppl*

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Twisted =P (bkn twister ok?)

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Twisted

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Rachel Greene =P

15. For the people who likes you, say something to them.
I Like You Too. =D

16. 8 people to tag:
1. Mastura =P
2. Nadia Munji
3. Baby
4. Ijah
5. Hanan Hayati
6. Sapil
7. Jaja
8. Fazil

17. who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Me! A special one =P

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
female.

19. If no. 7 and no. 8 were together, would it be a good thing?
I guess.. Mau knal kah?

20. What is no. 1 studying about?
Erk.. Engineering kan?

21. Is no. 4 single?
Yes.

22. Say something about no. 2.
FUN!!

It wouldn't be fair for you.

Diagnosis : Infatuation with underlying reminiscence of the primordial rendezvous.

Treatment Plan : Undecided.

A Reminder

Subhanallah.
MasyaAllah.
Credits to Nicole Queen.
Alhamdulillah.

tagged by anea

Hanan Hayati!!
Panjang gile ok?
Tapi sbb I like the number 21 akak layankan je la awak nih..
=P

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
erm.. ability to speak? =P (saye ckp banyaaaaak)

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
tiket wayang 'The Day The Earth Stood Still' (not a must-see)

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
At home! (I'm conventional)

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
Hubungan2 yang ade skarang ni macam2 =) InsyaAllah a lifetime.

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
Maybe yes. Maybe no.

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Cherating Steak House.

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
Cleo November (Jarang beli buku tapi sbb kene tunggu sape ntah lambat!)

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Siti Nurfairuz binti Mohd Fathir

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
Mak kot.. Ke Bapak? Hermm.. Hermm.. Dedua pon senang..

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
Unnamed.

11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
Ijah (nk letak gak sahabat)
Chris
Nadia Munji
Sapil
Yeen
Nadia, Nad, Piz =P
Partai. D, A, S, Z
Mila
Lapan??

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
Sendiri pakai washing machine.. Sendiri la tu kan?

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
Banyaak.. but now, Singapore.

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
XoXo?

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
Hanan Hayati binti Mamat
Kembar Mida =P
Antara juniors yg rapat wit me.
Berkaliber =D
Berhati suci.

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai.
Babies.
Ciku.
Nangka.
Music.
Gossip Girl.
Driving.
Bercakap.
Rambut =P

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan.
Ermm..
Ye kot..
Agak ar..
Eyh?
Hello..
The thing is..
Macam..
Gedik!

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
If I were you.
It had to be you.
Aku terima nikahnya.
It Must Be Love.
Where Rainbows End.
If You Could See Me Now.
A Place Called Here.
Thanks for the Memories.

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
Only Time by Enya.
I Miss You by Incubus.
Matahariku by Agnes Monica.
It's All Coming Back to Me Now by Celine Dion.
Butterfly by Mariah Carey.
She's Everything by Brad Paisley.
She Falls Asleep by McFly.
Please Forgive Me by Bryan Adams.

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
Backing Off is not always a good thing.
Going back every weekend is fun.
No Laksa can beat Jusco Midvaley.
Easy come, easy go.
Stick with the one who makes you laugh, they're much less expensive than shrinks.
I am not that vulnerable.
If most people say so, it's not necessarily true.
Owh, Saya boleh menguasai Bahasa Melayu dengan baik.

21. Mari men'tag' 8 orang lain.
Nadia Munji.
Ijah.
Sapil.
Mila.
Abang.
Zarina.
Basirah.
Kamu.

Yup, Saye budak SSAAS =)

Heheee.. Yesterday I went to get Baby's (my sis) report card at her school.

Siti Nurfairuz & Siti Nurfathishah

SMKSSAAS.
I went to this school also for 3 years.
Actually biase je dtg this school sending my sisters off and fetching them etc. but I guess never stepped in kot.
So yesterday when I stepped into the school a sudden nostalgic rush came over me...
Huh! So after we picked up her report card I went around taking pictures =) giving special attention to the 'memorial spots'

Yes, I was a scout. (Ooops..)

This is where we assemble ('Buat Ladam')

We marched around this dewan. (I love marching)

Yes, I used to play Basketball.

This was where the court used to be. (Tar ok?, Jatuh Sakit)

Yes, I played netball. (I still do)

This was where the court used to be. (Used to be more sandy)

That was where the 2A guys cheered us from. Sweet =P (time tu x rase pon)

I walked to school =)

Dari sane...

Ke situ.. (3C 2000)

I walked everyday (if it's not raining) to school dgn Nadia, Wawa, Bawang skali if ade.. heehee.. Balik sekolah petang2 suka singgah kat tasik beli kopok lekor.. lazat~ =P Bile da skolah pagi tetibe they bertukar jadi Idan? ahha.. and Adlan gak on weekends =P

The Dewan.

This is where we had our assemblies, took our PMR, held school events
& this & that & all that jazz...

The Surau

This is the old surau. We used this one, they dont anymore.

They are now using the new building.

The Beloved Class (3C) tak sempat g 2A

Da bukan our class dah.. takde any trace of the decorations that we did pon.. hermm meja pon dah laen..
(What do u expect? It was 8 years ago)

This is where we (2A'sters from the previous session) would hang before the bell (rehat, masuk klas) heheee.. semangat 2A. From here, I did some skodeng2an senior =P sape I skodeng? ahahhaha~

The Badge


I am definitely coming back with a better camera.
Da plan dgn baby nk g Raja Muda gak. lalalalala~

Sekolahku yang tercenta,
SRK Raja Muda,
Tempat kudididik dan ditempa
Menjadi manusia berguna..

4M on facebook

Definitely want to go to Terendak as well. Tapi jauh